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Everything seems to be on track...
Well...
I actually feel secure about all my classes right now. It's pretty easy for me right now to keep up with my homework, and I'm actually doing my homework this semester. I don't feel stressed about it at all. I do need to get a job though, but that's pretty much been taken care of by my wonderful dad. He's hooking me up with an afternoon campus job at Aconda Court. Phew. I only have like $7 in my account right now.
Aside from that, things are okay. I'm really frusterated w/ myself right now b/c I gained almost all of the "freshman 15". So far it's mostly been about 12 lbs. but it got up to 14.5 at one point. I didn't think that could possibly happen b/c I was in such good shape coming into the fall semester, I was even swimming all the time until mid-october. And then when my swim class was over, I got extremely lazy for about a month, then Alex and I started working out, but we got lazy and stopped. All we ever do is eat. But that has to stop now b/c I only have $7 in my account, and he doesn't have a job (almost positive he's about to have one though, I'll be happy when he does.) But I'm in an exercise to music class now, and it's really hard, and I'm cutting back on what I eat, and I"m going to be working out outside of that to get back down to my normal weight. I'm a little depressed about it... it's really emberassing. I mean, it's not SERIOUSLY obvious, but you can tell I've gotten kinda chubby again... Oh well, it'll be okay...
*About my blog about love... it may seem like I should take my own advice or something, b/c I'm always w/ Alex and we're in love. But I wrote that because I see so many of my friends desperate for love and "needing" someone... Don't worry, I'm not a hypocrite... When Adam and I broke up, I didn't want another relationship, I just wanted to date people. I had had a crush on Alex for a long time and was completely surprised that he wanted to hang out with me. I *did not* want a relationship, and *did not* want to fall in love again, but it just happened. I can't help it. I'm in love with him. He's my best friend and we have nothing but fun together. We're going on 4 months February 14, and we haven't had even the slightest argument. So that's what that was all about.*
I actually feel secure about all my classes right now. It's pretty easy for me right now to keep up with my homework, and I'm actually doing my homework this semester. I don't feel stressed about it at all. I do need to get a job though, but that's pretty much been taken care of by my wonderful dad. He's hooking me up with an afternoon campus job at Aconda Court. Phew. I only have like $7 in my account right now.
Aside from that, things are okay. I'm really frusterated w/ myself right now b/c I gained almost all of the "freshman 15". So far it's mostly been about 12 lbs. but it got up to 14.5 at one point. I didn't think that could possibly happen b/c I was in such good shape coming into the fall semester, I was even swimming all the time until mid-october. And then when my swim class was over, I got extremely lazy for about a month, then Alex and I started working out, but we got lazy and stopped. All we ever do is eat. But that has to stop now b/c I only have $7 in my account, and he doesn't have a job (almost positive he's about to have one though, I'll be happy when he does.) But I'm in an exercise to music class now, and it's really hard, and I'm cutting back on what I eat, and I"m going to be working out outside of that to get back down to my normal weight. I'm a little depressed about it... it's really emberassing. I mean, it's not SERIOUSLY obvious, but you can tell I've gotten kinda chubby again... Oh well, it'll be okay...
*About my blog about love... it may seem like I should take my own advice or something, b/c I'm always w/ Alex and we're in love. But I wrote that because I see so many of my friends desperate for love and "needing" someone... Don't worry, I'm not a hypocrite... When Adam and I broke up, I didn't want another relationship, I just wanted to date people. I had had a crush on Alex for a long time and was completely surprised that he wanted to hang out with me. I *did not* want a relationship, and *did not* want to fall in love again, but it just happened. I can't help it. I'm in love with him. He's my best friend and we have nothing but fun together. We're going on 4 months February 14, and we haven't had even the slightest argument. So that's what that was all about.*
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